Hey Love, can you see me?

The first thing you hear when you move to the UK is that strangers can and will call you love. It is polite and friendly, and I adore it.

I welcome you to the inner world of my thoughts and emotions that I want to share with you. I definitely cannot keep it inside me anymore. It's best to put it out here for the right audience with the hopes that I can help someone one day.

I am ... and I'm thinking of writing first "mother" or "artist". Is it difficult, right? I feel confused about who I am and what I stand for. I have so much in my head, so many skills, so much desire, and so much confusion. I don't know what to start with, but I feel like this is a necessary step to know myself. I know myself as being creative, wild and curious, funny and lovely, but I am a mother now of an adorable baby Sophie and all my life has changed. And now, to answer the question "tell me about yourself", I can give you thousand of versions that won't make me happy. I need to discover who I am now because clearly, we do change. And all these changes in my life have changed my art as well.

One day I want to be funny; another day, I decide on another message to convey sadder or parenting-like. Apparently, this is not good for social media, but tell me honestly, please, how much do you care about this social media? I detest trends. While it's fun to watch the same things repeatedly by different people, I feel insecure about being part of it. I feel like my way is better, and it is more traditional where I show my natural personality, "no makeup face".

Do you feel a bit confused, like wtf am I reading this now? Well, I am sorry to take your time. If you think that is not right for you, I am ok with that. But if you decide to be part of my journey to see where I can reach after discovering my true potential, I would be so happy. Please don't judge me. My English might be funny to you. Of course, but it is my fourth language, and I learned it all by myself with a little bit of grammar help from my sister.

I hope to see you tomorrow, dear reader, so I can tell you something I have achieved that I have been trying for a long time.

See you later,

Your Corina

xxx